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Without that depressive moment--without that sadness in the heart and weight that you feel--you can't be slow enough to hear and receive the beauty.

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Signs of Depression

Here are some examples of what I hear from clients who feel depressed. If you notice some of these symptoms, it might be wise to connect with a good psychotherapist.1

No one should suffer needlessly!

Flat mood:

"I feel that something is missing. Nothing is wrong. But why does everything feel blah?"

"I sit around and watch television all day. I don't feel like doing anything." low energy homemaker

"I wonder what it's all about. Life doesn't have meaning."

"I cry at the drop of a hat."

Low energy:

"I'm so tired. My body feels heavy. It's a chore to do a few dishes."

"Sometimes my hand shakes so much, others can see it."

Sleep Problems:

"I wake at 3 AM and can't get back to sleep and to make matters worse I sleep off and on all day long." (The usual retort from well-meaning friends is to suggest that they don't sleep during the day.)

"I can't get to sleep. I keep staying up later and later, which makes matters worse.

"Nightmares. I get the wierdest nightmares."

Irritability

"I get irritated over the littlest things these days. This isn't like me...well at least, not this much."

"I flip out over things that aren't even important and then I feel like a jerk afterwards."

Difficulties with Concentration

"If I was back in school, there'd be no way I could study like I did. I can't even read a magazine article all the way through." cannot concentrate

"I can't make a decision these days. I labor over and over again on the smallest of things and then I'll make this impulsive decision on something big. Go figure."

Physical Problems

"My lower back is constantly aching."

"I get the wierdest pains. One day they're there and the next they're gone."

Erratic Eating:

"I just want to eat and eat. I know I"m eating for comfort but it's often too hard to stop."

"I can't stomach the idea of food. It makes me nauseous to think of it."

Sex

"Sex! It's not in the picture."

Issues Related to Self-Esteem

"I don't want to bother them with my silly concerns."

"I can't see asking for help; I'm not sure even how I would go about doing that."

"I used to be so confident. I would never get uptight about speaking in a group."

Withdrawing from Others

"I don't like to commit too far into the future cause I can never tell what mood I'll be in."

"I'm not into hanging out anymore. I don't mind meeting a friend here and there. Funny thing is, I feel so lonely."

"I can't answer the phone. I only listen to the messages. And, I sometimes don't return the calls."

Thinking of the Past

"I can't imagine even winning the lotto would make me feel better" they might say.

"I can't get over things that happened to me in the past. I think about them over and over again."

Feeling "Bummed Out" or Depressed?

Maybe you've had a similar experience. I was walking along a city street and I saw a guy sitting on the hood of a car talking to his buddy.

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"Man, I'm depressed. Life sucks."

Who hasn't heard this kind of statement by a friend, family member or even a stranger?

You could imagine how I took that... being a psychologist and all. But actually, in the same way as I hear "I'm going crazy", I realize these remarks are part of our everyday language.

When we hear a remark like this and in this context, we assume the guy is unhappy or bummed out about something. One could imagine for instance, that he ran into a problem that temporarily seems insurmountable...just banged up the new car, or lost a job, a girlfriend, or lost out on something that was eagerly anticipated.

We interpret it as an immediate reaction to..."sh - t happens!".

We sometimes use the word "depressed" to add emphasis to our current mood. It's easy to get this state confused with what's known as "clinical depression". Clinical depression is not necessarily triggered by a single event. This isn't to say that something bad could have happened which did trigger the depression, it's just that a single precipitating factor isn't necessary.

The point is that with clinical depression this "bummed out" state isn't temporary. It goes on for weeks, often months and even years, and feels as if it will never end.

So what's the difference between the "bummed out" guy and someone with clinical depression?

It's a matter of severity. In a couple hours the "bummed out" guy is going out to dinner with his friend and they'll chat about what he can do to find another job. He will feel slightly more hopeful and later they'll catch a movie. By the end of the evening, he'll feel a little lighter. In a couple weeks, he'll feel even better.

The difference is that this guy has resilience in his nervous system. He can bounce back. Someone who is less resilient might take months to completely recover; another person might take years. Ordinarily, an individual suffering from clinical depression takes a long time to recover from the stress and challenges of life.

Many people who suffer from depression experience a flat mood: there's no coming up for air, there's never a break. They feel heavy in their body. There's no energy. No good feelings. No excitement. And for the most part, "no hope".

Moments of resilience when they feel lighter are fewer and less remarkable. In fact, because there is less resilience in the nervous system they can't sustain positive feelings even when good things happen! (An important fact when recovering from depression.)

Depression symptoms are on a continuum.

Depression symptoms are best understood if you think of them on a continuum from mild to severe. And when you see depression as an extreme form of "numbing" you'll better appreciate how the symptoms are related.

For example, if your depression is mild there would be a greater probability that you would also feel anxiety (e.g. anxious or restless). If your depression is severe you might not even feel anxiety because you are so numb you can't feel anything...which of course, is the main problem.

So, at what point does being "bummed out" become clinical depression?

This wasn't an easy question to answer for many health professionals.

From a neurobiological perspective, there is no single moment when the symptoms in the brain suddenly transform and proclaim: "You've got depresssion".

This diagnostic point was arrived at through an agreement among experienced health professionals who decided what constellation of symptoms constituted different degrees of depression. They put their decisions in a book called the DSM, a diagnostic manual that "defines" clinical depression and other mental health problems.

puzzled doctor diagnosing depression This lack of clarity for identifying when someone is suffering from depression can sometimes make diagnosis a tricky matter. It's also the reason why many people who have depression suffer needlessly without being aware of their condition.

What's important to understand.

Any one of the symptoms described above is reason enough to seek psychotherapy. In other words you don't need a certain minimum number of symptoms to qualify yourself for psychotherapy.

However, for the purpose of covering treatment costs (e.g. health insurance coverage) and deciding who "requires" it and who does not, a "diagnosis" is necessary. This diagnosis is based on a predetermined list of symptoms which must be present for you to be "officially" clinically depressed.

Terms such as Major Depression, Dysthymia, or Adjustment Disorder are examples of clinical depression diagnoses.

These diagnostic labels are often useful for clinicians when they are consulting with each other. And, from the client's point of view it can be reassuring to know that their condition is recognized, that they "have" something and that it's real, not just in their imagination.

However, there are some flaws in this approach. First, what happens if your symptoms don't nicely fit the official criteria; are you supposed to suddenly not be depressed? What about your insurance coverage?

The use of diagnostic labels can also have adverse therapeutic consequences. For example, although it may be comforting to know that our weird symptoms are a "recognized condition", for some people such labelling can lead them to feel powerless, as if they had an incurable disease.

The Psychophysiological Approach to Signs of Depression

What you may find interesting is that a clinically depressed state is sometimes different from being unhappy. We don't need to feel unhappy to be depressed. In fact, not all depressed people feel sad. Of course, they might apt to feel sad or disappointed that they can't get out of bed in the morning, but they don't report feeling sad about anything in particular.

This has confused many a client when they hear the news that their tiredness is not caused by a virus, but from depression. If you understand the causes of depression from a psychophysiological perspective, you'll appreciate why fatigue is the defining symptom in depression.

The above signs of depression might seem unrelated to each other. However, from a psychophysiological perspective, they are all connected. And from within this model, they are better understood.

To learn more about the psychophysiology of depression (and why I might profile a graphic image of a caveman) check out the next article.

Defining Depression

Notes

1Keep in mind that medical conditions may exacerbate or even cause symptoms of depression. These are tests that your physician may do: thyroid functions, electrolyte imbalances, creatinine and liver function tests. Your physician may also do a complete blood count and/ or a comprehensive chemistry panel.

References

Porges, Stephen, (1995). Orienting in a defensive world: Mammalian modification of our eveolutionary heritage. A polyvagal theory. Psychophysiology, 32, 301-318.

Stephen Porges' identified two, not one, branch of the parasympathetic nervous system. His discovery of the dorsal vagal and ventral vagal has helped us to understand how the experience of depression develops. The polyvagal theory has also been useful in understanding the mind body connection. You can access his classic 1995 article here (you will be taken off site:

Orienting in a Defensive World...A Polyvagal Theory.

Rothschild, Babette, (2000) The Body Remembers: The Psychophysiology of Trauma and Trauma Treatment, London: W. W. Norto & Company.

Scaer, Robert, C. (2005). The Trauma Spectrum: Hidden Wounds and Human Resiliency. New York: W.W. Norton & Company.

A nervous system that has moved into dorsal is not running at its' full potential. The reason being is that much of the energy is being devoted to containing the churned up energy underneath. This leaves less energy for more expansive states like joy and laughter.

Although she does not call it as such, Roz Carroll M.A. of Britain was describing the dorsal state in her well-known Confer lecture series at the Chiron Center in March 2001. Here is an electronic version of her lecture (you will be taken off site):

Autonomic Nervous System: Internal Barometer of Emotional Intensity and Internal Conflict

 

RELATED ARTICLES:

How to deal with Depression

Depression and Feeling No Hope.

Depression and Being Tearful

Dorsal Vagal and Depression

 

"The first thing to do when you find yourself in a hole...stop digging.".

Will Rogers

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